I have been examining my blog and this is obviously a "shrine" for my ex (if only he could appreciate these things, or at least his new gf would discover). Anyway, we had a little chit-chat last weekend and it's still the same story. He is kinda hostile but I was surprised with my reaction:blunt.
To start, my friend told me that he was asking for my number. I was curious and thought that maybe, just maybe he wanted me back. Then I remember that he wanted me to help him in his "neuro" exam. The next day, I saw him and I still find him physically appealing. Later that night, I saw his brother who (without any hesitation) asked me to pay him a visit (my ex) a visit. It turned out that he flanked his exam and wanted to verify few things from me so he would know next time.
I was there, listening to his pathetic story why his seemingly perfect answers created an emotionally unstable profile. Then I realized I don't have the same feelings anymore. It was not him, and it was not me. We were strangers... As he whines, I've been marking his words as the things I felt when he left me... my heart secretly smiled at his expense. I know it's wrong, it's evil, but somehow, I think a fraction of my disappointments and frustrations on him about our relationship was transferred to him. Now you know a little negative feeling...
